TRUE STORY: "He was lying to me long before we got married."

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“The first time my husband lied to me was during our first year of dating, 10 years ago. He said he was in camp when he was actually at a club. He lied a few more times after that, mostly saying he was somewhere when he wasn’t, but I was so in love. 

Soon after I gave birth to our first child, I found texts on his phone detailing a booking with a prostitute. I confronted him but he said he never went through with it – the idea of a prostitute was just a curious experiment because he was bored and stressed. Our relationship took a turn from this point though, as my trust in him was diminished.

I discovered more betrayal a year later when I chanced upon an e-mail from a woman declaring her infatuation with him. He called it off with her but we started to fight as he’d show me affection, then hate, always keeping me on my toes.  

 

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We muddled on, having two more children together, but the trust was gone. We tried counselling and sleeping in separate rooms. He’d show guilt but then he’d grow mysterious again, spending a long time in the bathroom on his phone, for example (a classic sign!)

By our seventh year of marriage, I decided to stop confronting him and started collecting evidence from his phone and e-mail instead. There were further indications of cheating, with prostitutes, overseas workers, one-night stands in neighbouring countries and infidelity on boys’ nights out. 

I joined a support group for divorcing women. Our divorce is still in progress so we have to speak regularly. On a positive note, my husband’s affairs returned me to my feisty and somewhat unconventional self. Since leaving him, I have found my spirit again. I live to please myself and my kids – and that is one of the best things to have happened.”

*Jaynie Lim, 39

 

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